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    HigherLove

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    Re: Know Shaman the Path: A Log of Journeys

    Post  HigherLove on Sun May 08, 2011 5:40 pm

    I wonder if any others are having the experience of people from long ago just showing up in their lives. It may be the facebook factor, but people keep reaching out to me. Some I have not seen in 25 years.

    When I was 15, a woman who was 32 proceeded to advance upon me. She was married and had two kids. Her advances toward me turned into 5 years of a massive mind-f**k. But today her daughter found me, and apologized for everything. That makes two people within a few days. I am stunned.

    It seems to me to be opportunities to forgive, and help me to move on by addressing the illusion that I hold any resentments.

    Maybe it is part of 2011. Maybe it is because I have asked how to be more forgiving, as well as the ability to follow through with it.

    Prior to this, my high school friends found me and apologized for leaving me alone to this woman (I was already gay before her; she did not cause it).

    So yes...stunned. And blessed. It all feels so strange. :op
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    Post  HigherLove on Sun May 08, 2011 5:58 pm

    A perfect example of what NOT to do. In most of the vids on you tube, people are trying to party with this stuff, and it was not meant for that.

    NO noise (unless pre-selected and soothing music).
    NO bright lights
    NO People laughing and pointing at you
    And on and on.

    As such, and silly as it is, this is a perfect example of what NOT to do. This has nothing to do with exploring ones consciousness, and there was no spiritual preparation.

    Even so, it has given me a healthy dose of respect.

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    Re: Know Shaman the Path: A Log of Journeys

    Post  mudra on Sun May 08, 2011 6:19 pm

    I can relate to what you say HigherLove.
    Three years ago I had the chance to meet my first boy friend again.
    We were both 14 in those times and 40 years had gone by.
    It has been a truly beautifull moment . We spent the whole afternoon
    together talking as if resuming a conversation we had left open the previous day.
    For years I had been searching for him until finally everything felt into place
    and the door opened for us .It felt like being able to say a proper good bye
    something that had been missing when we were young.
    We haven't met since . I think we will not meet again either .
    I believe we are reaching these times where opportunities manifest to finish
    our cycles, to forgive and unleash the Love that was once frozen.
    I think we are being given all that is needed to heal the past and that although our time is counted on this Earth we will have every necessary occasion to do what needs to be done to remove the important tangles we left in other peoples heart or our own.

    Love for You
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    Post  HigherLove on Mon May 09, 2011 6:22 am

    Mornings with mudra!

    As always, you get to the heart of the matter. There does seem to be a gathering of people around me. Some will be released, and others will stay, creating new "now" moments. The difference is in learning not to try and possess people, and let them come and go as they will. It is easy in concept, but challenging in practice. Sometimes the seeming passage of time is a salve, which is very sweet, given that some of us are no longer young nor innocent.


    I appreciate the mentoring you have provided. If it is not clear to others, I have always invited your input, and have viewed your posts as nudges along my journey. All has been consistent with my vision, including people from my past who sense that somehow or another, I walk between worlds (I have the neurotic credentials, as well). hehehe ???

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    Post  HigherLove on Thu May 12, 2011 10:18 pm

    Still doing the 9-5 (even wanna-be mystics must pay their bills).

    Amazing things going on in my personal life.

    Not a super hero, yet.

    The Salvia is teasing me from where I have stored it.

    Possible sitter (for the salvia experience) between now and Sunday (it's like disclosure; I keep saying it will happen, then ignore that it did not happen, then predict it, again). :op

    One day.

    A cool book found me, today: "Shamanism: Archaic Techniques of Ecstasy", by Mircea Eliade. If the net goes down, I think I have plenty of reading for a few months...

    PEACE
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    Post  HigherLove on Fri May 13, 2011 6:13 am

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    Post  HigherLove on Fri May 13, 2011 10:28 am

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    Walk on
    Walk on
    Walk on

    Keep on walkin' and don't look back
    (Walk on)
    You gotta keep on down the track
    (Walk on)
    The future's yours to shape and mold
    (Walk on)
    The past is past beyond control

    So walk on
    Walk on
    Baby walk on
    Walk on
    Walk on
    Walk on

    You gotta struggle up them hills
    (Walk on)
    To realize the downward thrills
    (Walk on)
    When night confuses where you are
    (Walk on)
    Then just look up at that guiding star

    So walk on
    Walk on
    Baby walk on

    Baby baby let me walk with you
    (Walk on)
    Baby baby let me walk
    (walk on)
    Baby baby let me walk with you
    (Walk on)
    Baby baby let me walk
    (walk on)

    Baby baby let me walk with you
    (Walk on)
    Baby baby let me walk
    (walk on)
    Baby baby let me walk with you
    (Walk on)
    Baby baby let me walk
    (walk on)

    The wind may blow the sky may fall
    (Walk on)
    But if you're strong you'll go through it all
    (Walk on)
    And just as long as your aim is true
    (Walk on)
    There'll come a day your goal's in view
    So come on

    Baby baby let me walk with you
    Baby baby let me walk
    Baby baby let me walk with you
    (Walk on)
    Baby baby let me walk
    (Keep on movin')
    Baby baby let me walk with you
    (Keep on groovin')
    Baby baby let me walk
    (Walk on)

    And when you reach where you belong
    (Walk on)
    You'll find it's where you first started from
    (Walk on)
    And through it all you're still the same
    (Walk on)
    You swear it's them not you who's changed
    So walk on, walk on, walk on

    Keep on movin'
    (Walk on)
    Keep on movin'
    (Walk on)
    Keep on movin'
    (Walk on)
    Keep on movin'
    (Walk on)

    Baby baby let me walk with you
    (Keep on movin' yeah)
    Baby baby let me walk
    (Walk on)
    Baby baby let me walk with you
    (Gonna keep on movin' yeah)
    Baby baby let me walk
    Walk on
    Walk on
    Baby walk on
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    Post  HigherLove on Fri May 13, 2011 5:08 pm

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    I used to love the Tenderloin
    Till I made some tender coin
    Then I met some ladies from Marin
    We took the highway to the One
    Up the coast to catch some sun
    They left me with this blisters on my skin.

    Don't know what I was on, but I think it grows in Oregon
    So I kept on going, going, gone, right through
    I drove into Seattle rain, fell in love then missed the train
    That could a took me right back home to you

    I been high
    I been low
    I been yes, and I been oh hell no
    I been rock 'n roll and disco
    Won't you save me San Francisco


    Ooo ooo ooo, oh oh

    Every day's so caffeinated
    I wish they were Golden Gated
    Fillmore couldn't feel more miles away
    So, wrap me up return to sender
    Let's forget this 5 year bender
    Take me to my city by the Bay

    I never knew all that I had
    Now Alcatraz don't sound so bad
    At least they'd have a hella fine merlot
    If I could wish upon a star
    I would hitch a cable car
    To the one place that I'll always call my home

    I been high
    I been low
    I been yes, and I been oh hell no
    I been rock 'n roll and disco
    Won't you save me San Francisco
    I been up
    I been down
    I been so damn lost since you're not around
    I been reggae and calypso
    Won't you save me San Francisco

    To tell you the truth
    I miss everything...everything
    It's a wild, wide, beautiful world
    But there's a wide-eyed girl back there
    And she means everything...everything

    I been stop
    I been go
    I been yes and I been oh hell no
    I been rock 'n roll and disco
    Won't you save me San Francisco
    I been up
    I been down
    I been so damn lost since you're not around
    I been reggae and calypso
    Won't you save me San Francisco

    Oo oo oo...oh oh
    Won't you save me San Francisco
    Oo oo oo...oh oh
    Won't you save me San Francisco
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    Post  HigherLove on Fri May 13, 2011 5:08 pm

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    Talk)
    I'm writing you this song
    cause I've always wanted to let you know
    that no matter where you go
    my love is with you

    Long after the curtain falls
    its your I hear
    breaking down the walls
    to let me know you're there

    So sincerely
    you've stood beside me
    all through the years
    together we have grown
    my friends unknown

    Down on your knees your pray for me
    deep in my heart you'll stay
    eternally

    You can turn my gray skies blue
    there's just no me without you
    for all the love you've shown
    my friends unknown

    (Bridge):
    This road may be long and winding
    but no matter where it takes me to
    I will always find my way
    back to you

    (Talk):
    And you should know
    that no matter where you go
    I'm always there for you
    I say a prayer for you
    and I love you eternally

    And if we never, never ever meet again
    you'll always know where I stand
    I'll never be alone
    my friends unknown
    for all the love you've shown
    I wanna thank you
    my friends unknown.
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    Post  HigherLove on Sat May 14, 2011 11:50 pm

    Fantasy Elf home in the Redwoods -

    Story later...

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    Post  mudra on Sun May 15, 2011 3:03 am

    Beautifull song HigherLove .
    These times call for focusing on our connectedness .
    To that warm Love flow where we all dwell in the great silence within and in all the beauty that strives to grow on desolation.

    Love for You
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