One more that is pretty spot on....

Thank you Brook and SiriArc for your input here and I agree with you both in what you've offered. I'm glad both of you's advice has appeared here on this thread as it may help others too.

In return I want to offer you both a story about another area of my journey that I believe impacts on both areas you've brought up and probably explains the presence of that reptilian behind me. BTW, as much as I didn't like it being there, I don't fear them and believe I'm fully shielded against them physically and emotionally now (even moreso with E's help) although I accept that they can, and probably do, try to impress me mentally when I'm not 'paying attention' and relax too much into the flow of whatever's occurring at the time within. An ongoing lesson for me lol.

You may have noticed on other threads that I've mentioned having had a twenty+ year relationship on inner levels with a male soulmate. We both learned in the early stages of this relationship that we have a long, long history together that drew us back together in this life. In one of the earliest ones, we both incarnated here and belonged to a temple group ('The Temple of Truth and Righteousness' I think it was called from memory) whose sole aim was to remain in contact with beings on higher levels of consciousness to assist the Earth and also not to lose our own ways while incarnated here. We passed on this knowledge to those who came to our Temple to learn and remember.

Anyway, each male had a female partner for balance and my soulmate was mine in that incarnation but, being in a male body, he was having trouble with handling...'testosterone' would I guess be the best way of explaining it At that time there were other Temples around who 'preached' the opposite to our's ie that fully exploring the drives that occur in the physical body was a good and safe thing to do....that we can and should have fun with it and can safely return to those 'higher levels' after doing so. They experimented with sexuality, among other things. Needless to say my mate was a sitting duck when one of the females from one of these Temples approached him and lured him in.

My mistake and following karma was in relation to how I dealt with this turn of events. Rather than paying more attention to the difficulties he was having and stopping some of my own work to assist him with the temptations he suffered, I chose to leave him to it in the hope that he would come to his senses and come back to the fold. He didn't and has become more and more enmeshed in those things ever since. In fact we both have over the centuries as I've come back time and again to try to atone for my lack of empathy in that life and help him find his way 'home' again.

It's come to the point that in this life he's chosen to 'wallow in the muck' as much as he can in the belief that he will finally get tired of it once and for all and let it go. He's incarnated with an incredible voice and is part of the music industry, known at a planetary level. As such, and also as a result of sexual abuse as a child, it's the 'heavy metal' part of the industry that he was drawn to, and I don't need to tell you to how involved the 'dark side' is in this industry, especially at that level. Drugs he took at an early age caused him to pop out of his body and he went on to learn to consciously astral travel as a result, which is how we re-connected. (Long story there I won't go into.)

For my part, I had a lot of 'training' before this occurred along the lines of learning to shield myself against astral attack, to get my emotions under control, and to become aware that we can be deceived by those who communicate with us from those levels. Lots of investigation and painful mistakes occured along the way but I was determined to find out what it was I was hearing and seeing that no-one else did or could explain to me. As such, I was in the 'appropriate' state of depression when he 'turned up', as was he, and we continued learning about the 'dark side of life' together for many years....absolutely besotted with each other, both tied up in the romantic view that 'love will heal all' , but still total opposites re our life ethics and goals.

He has told me himself many times, and I've been told by other sources, internally and externally, that the bond between us is so strong it can't be broken. (He actually blew Linda, that psychic I spoke of in an earlier post, away when he appeared with us after she and I had just surrounded ourselves with white light etc. She'd never seen that happen before.) My guide told me recently that this karmic bond with him is the only thing holding me to this earth plane but that our link is the only thing that will enable him to rise out of the 'muck' when he's done with it. Just as I am still affected by the dark energies that are still around him, such as the odd reptilian, he is affected by the higher energies that I endevour to remain in and learn more of, aiding him in his quest. But I AM surrounded by much protection as I go about doing this 'work' with him, and learning one hell of a lot along the way about the 'shadow' side of life.

So thank you both so much again for the concern you've shown here, and both please know that you've both been instrumental in helping me to reach a better plateau of understanding and awareness, which has no doubt also helped him. I feel 'stronger and safer' now in my journey than I was before I joined this wonderful forum, although I guess my perspective may be a little hard for some to understand who haven't known what I've briefly explained above. And other things of course. But I'm sure that's the situation for all of us in one way or another.

I've realised this view of my life experiences that I painted in the last post may seem negative and limiting to some. I used to see it that way also but, over time, I became aware that it's been a very positive and freeing experience. Soul love is at the heart of our strange union and it's this that virtually 'forced' me to persevere with it and learn all I've needed to learn in the process, expanding my awareness in ways I never would have believed possible when it began, emotionally, mentally and spiritually.

These are some of the gifts this love has given me.

Initially he gave me a reason to live when I was suicidally depressed due to all the cruelty and deceit I saw in the world. That in itself is a huge gift.

I was given understanding of those who choose to live their lives differently to myself, in his case hedonistically and aggressively, and how much conditioning plays a part. Much about a child's fear, pain and anger.

I learned to stand up for myself and say 'No, I don't deserve this treatment' when the aggression and controlling behaviour surfaced towards me.

I learned how the 'Dark Side' controls and manipulates those in the music industry, and thus all big business, through his first-hand stories of how they controlled him.

Along with this, how they operate in the astral realms via how and why they are able to use him. Plus through him and because of him how to protect myself.

Best of all, as I learned about his vulnerabilities and ego traps, I also learned about my own. Each was triggered repeatedly forcing me to go within to understand and try to overcome them.

I could go on but don't wish to bore the reader and will end by saying that, these days, he rarely enters the astral consciously so his energy is not as intense around me. The only time we 'speak' is when he's feeling particularly vulnerable and needs a word of advice and comfort, usually about a relationship he's involved in. I keep a 'check' on him through his various websites to see how he's progressing, knowing that we continue to 'feed' each other as we each go through our learning processes on inner levels.

And I believe he's doing well. He recently placed this quote on one of his websites...."If you succeed in cheating someone, don't think that the person is a fool. Realize that the person trusted you much more than you deserved." Acknowledging that is a HUGE step forward for him, believe me haha. I was so happy for him.

So all is well. Peace.

Sanicle wrote:I've realised this view of my life experiences that I painted in the last post may seem negative and limiting to some. I used to see it that way also but, over time, I became aware that it's been a very positive and freeing experience. Soul love is at the heart of our strange union and it's this that virtually 'forced' me to persevere with it and learn all I've needed to learn in the process, expanding my awareness in ways I never would have believed possible when it began, emotionally, mentally and spiritually.

A loving Heart is an open door to wisdom. That last pillar that will stand when everything else that challenged it will eventually vanish as our faith becomes stronger.
May your Heart continue to open as we journey through this world and awareness expands.
You are doing beautifully Sanicle



Love from me
mudra

Thank-you thank-you thank-you dear Mudra, as always.

Sweet Sanicle!

Can you remember your maestros from Easter 2011 Icey princess!

April 21st 2011 was an important date in the annals of Abraxas as Easter Thursday in that year.



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Post n°223


Re: PhaseShift
Sanicle on Thu Apr 21 2011, 02:05


Ah, Words of Power. SiriArc, your last post reminded me of this and I hope you don't mind me sharing. About a year ago while laying in bed, beseiged by negative thoughts and emotions, I prayed for help. I believe the prayer was answered as I was given the impression to strongly state the word Abraxas in my mind, a word unknown to me but seeming familiar. I did this and all the negative energies immediately went from my aura. Peace was restored and the energy in my heart chakra magnified.

I forget to do this far too often, although I feel it's a word that shouldn't be used too often, but each time I do, the same effect occurs. So I'm only too pleased to share it here, hoping it will achieve the same effect for others. I truly see it as a gift.

Naturally I used Google the next day to see if the word is in common usage, if others knew of it or whatever and found some interesting information on it, although no source seems certain of its beginnings. I think you will find what is said at Wikipedia very interesting Siri, given that the Gnostics, Archons and Sophia are cited in relation to this word. Here's the link if you're interested:


http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Abraxas

And then there is this excerpt from Sermon 2, from 'The Seven Sermons to the Dead', written by Basilides in Alexandria and transcribed by Carl Gustav Jung.

"This is a god whom ye knew not, for mankind forgot it. We name it by
its name ABRAXAS. It is more indefinite still than god and
devil. That god may be distinguished from it, we name god HELIOS
or sun. Abraxas is effect. Nothing standeth opposed to it but the
ineffective; hence its effective natyre freely unfoldeth itself.
The ineffective is not, therefore resisteth not. Abraxas standeth
above the sun and above the devil. It is improbable probability, unreal
reality. Had the pleroma a being, Abraxas would be its manifestation.
It is the effective itself, nor any particular effect, but effect in general.

It is unreal reality, because it hath no definite effect.
It is also creatura, because it is distinct from the pleroma.
The sun hath a definite effect, and so hath the devil.
Wherefore do they appear to us more effective than indefinite
Abraxas. It is force, duration, change."

Read more: http://www.meta-religion.com/Esoterism/Gnosticism/seven_sermons_to_the_dead.htm#ixzz1K9qBnwWh

I'm not sure what all this means. Could it be a word of balance? All I do know is the Word works for me and hopefully others.

Love and Peace



Well Beloved of the Stars! Auspices of renewals are in the makings as the old dross is fading away in their unsuitabilities for the greater works of the cosmic alchemy.

Can you remember Xmas day 2011?




And a number of songs I played for you?

[quote="Sanicle"]Hello]

Sanicle wrote:Hello

again Shiloh. I've only just seen your references to posts I made back in April in the above posts. It bothers me that you said that I "despise" you because of responses I made to your posts on the Fig Tree thread, unless I misunderstood what you meant. Again, your way of speaking just confuses me and, just so you know, as I stated on the Fig Tree thread, that's what I dislike. I don't despise anyone or anything, just so you know. And I don't despise you if that is what you were saying. I still wish you'd explain to me what you meant about serpents and lassies in Eire etc. Sorry, just couldn't figure that one out, other than in the way I express it on the Fig Tree thread ie you assuming I lived in Ireland. Guess I'm just not as 'clever' as you. As you can see, I prefer straight-talking.

Hello lovely Unicorn!

Many are confused about a great many things dear Icelans.

Must admit also that I do see the joke re you calling yourself 'Old Abraxas' elsewhere and me telling SiriArc about Abraxas on his Phase Shift thread. That is all very amusing.

I think so too!

Thanks for posting that last one though. It was a good read.

You are welcome; particular times require particular responses.

Edit: Ok, I've just re-read all the elements of our discussion on the Fig Tree thread, including the post you made that started it all. I'm happy to admit that I may have misunderstood that long spiel, seeing it as being in support of the Old Zionist Protocols and that what you posted was an update of that in terms of you supporting their aims also. That's what bothered me. I also knew nothing about Thuban beliefs, and still don't, I admit. There are so many different belief systems around I can't keep up with them all.

Far too many opinions and not enough analysis and rational discourse and evaluations indeed. Too many new age bullshitters 'Being There Floyd' would say!



But if your original posting re the Zionists was, as I now see it, your way of passing on that their way of controlling humanity is coming to an end (yes???) I do apologize for misunderstanding and assuming you were supporting their agenda in posting that article and anything I may have gone on to say that you found to be offensive as a result. But, having said that, I still have to state that double-talk just leaves me confused and I really don't appreciate it. Truce?

Yes you were correct in your evaluations after your reassessments here sweetheart!
Just for you on our standoff!





There never was a WAR its too RAW and desensitised for the Dragons from Melbourne of the Victory of the Khepera of Scarab 22!

Sanicle wrote:Haha, thanks Shiloh.




Where are the babies lover ! And who is the dragon, the donkey or the Icey Sun? Can you see yourself in this picture?



Oh, sorry, there is one more thing. If "Nice Las-sies from the islands of Eire" is supposed to be a reference to me, you're showing your..um..ignorance, your lack of 'all-knowingness' shall we say. Australia in nothing to do with Ireland. So 'Fail' there I'm afraid.

Again, I wish you Peace and Enlightenment.




Well I took some liberties . Ask Sean Connery aka Draco of Dragonheart about the Lassies and the Laddies!
I referred to the North of the UK and should have termed it Wans and Fellas!
Then look at your spelling in your quote you will figure it out one day, smarty hot pants!

shiloh

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Re: New Thuban Q&A from Isaiah Euphrates


Sanicle Yesterday at 8:33 am

Aahhh, thanks again Shiloh. I loved 'Dragonheart' but I'm afraid I don't remember it as well as you seem to. I do like Dragons, always have. I think I have about 20+ ornaments of them in my collection. It quite upset me when I started reading about all these so-called nasty dracos that want to eat us. Damn, I thought.

_________________

The perceptions we hold to and are open to, in all densities and dimensions, define our reality - ie What you believe is what you get, so choose wisely.
But God is Consciousness in All, so there's nothing to fear but fear itself.

Sanicle wrote:Aahhh

, thanks again Shiloh. I loved 'Dragonheart' but I'm afraid I don't remember it as well as you seem to. I do like Dragons, always have. I think I have about 20 ornaments of them in my collection. It quite upset me when I started reading about all these so-called nasty dracos that want to eat us. Damn, I thought.

You are soo voluptuously accomodating sexy dragon queen from the Edges of the Iceborn Stars of Atlas and Pleione!
You reminded me of the ole' ode once shared with the Mother of the Mists!

A piece of peace to appease - now that is a classic Susan Serafina.

And when the dragon slayers look into the mirrors of the eXchanger,
what do they see - they see dragons looking back at them.
�
The Dragonslayers of the Realms!

Those young evil Dragons of Thuban are here, those verocious beasts;
in their caves they hide a lot and plan to don their many dire feasts.
Then when a swiftfooted and armoured dragon slayer comes along;
the poor fiends become frightened and forgetful whereto they belong.

The swords and knives are drawn by the warriors of honour and renown;
never before did such gallantry prevail in the kingdoms of all then known.
Young dragons perished one by one not knowing what evil they had done;
So all the dragons were no more but in folklore, their memory just gone.

Then an old wise dragon mother awoke from her long and peaceful sleep;
this cannot continue she said to her beau; where is my children's keep?
And Maria's beau went forth to show the slayers the folly of their ways;
with magic words and keys of deliverance he caused them many sighs.

Would the slayers learn who the young dragons were before when old?
Could the slayers see themselves in the ancient wisdom of oaks so bold?
When the nightingale sung her song of love to the elves of the moon;
and then as the foxes gathered about to ask the wise owl, how soon?

How long will it be, before the humans awake to remember their past?
Slayers of their own ancestors they are in many a zest to be so vast.
A young dragon is nought but a slayer having returned from the grave.
They are destroying themselves and their memories, the ones so brave.

Maria's beau found some old souls who could remember the new past.
Many others remained steadfast in their knowing better of an older path.
And so it continued in the common playing grounds under the sunny sky;
until the old wise dragon father of all joined the party to give it his try.





shiloh

And under new circumstances within a renewed extracosmic environment, you are invited to discover the Worlds of Abraxas and your Dream Lover a little further - if you so choose.

The skype handle is "anubisbarbelo"

Aye See You Sanicle!

Sanicle Shiloh A new HiSS S S


from the Dragons of Creation!

Haha, I'm sure you do 'see me' Shiloh. Thanks for the invitation and the memories but I'm quite happy to leave things as they are at present, content in the way it's all progressing.

But thanks again.

Sanicle wrote:Haha, I'm sure you do 'see me' Shiloh. Thanks for the invitation and the memories but I'm quite happy to leave things as they are at present, content in the way it's all progressing.

But thanks again.

No problem Icey Princess!

I shall allow the entrance to the dragon's cave to remain open for the DragonQueenBees Q=17 of the omnicosmos to enter if they should find their ways along the pathways.

Here is a Q=17 melody for you as your arrividerci present from the serpent!




You know of Q dont you? The next Generation of the starbound travellers?



shiloh, who loves you in your swimming pool

The Fairy Faith (Part 1/6)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KzeGkx_5Uuk


Love Always
mudra

Thanks for posting that video Mudra. I watched the whole series (naturally haha) and then came across this one and thought I'd post it as well. This young guy is clearly feeling the joy of having connected with the Nature Spirits or faeries and I love it.



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zbNW6aqF-Jg&feature=related