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    Sovereignty of God -- Absolute Obedience -- Human Sovereignty -- Responsible Freedom

    Post  orthodoxymoron on Mon Feb 27, 2012 5:18 pm

    What if a Sovereign God commanded that a highly refined version of the United States of the Solar System be implemented in this particular solar system -- and expected Absolute Obedience? Would this be a harmonization of 'Absolute Obedience to a Sovereign God' with 'Namaste-Constitutional Responsible-Freedom'? This continues to be VERY tricky territory for me -- because I don't know the true story of our past -- and I don't know the true state of affairs which exists presently. I suspect that it's REALLY bad -- but I don't know the details. When the previously mentioned Ancient Egyptian Deity told me that I was lucky to be alive -- I tended to believe that. In retrospect, I'm not sure if they were referring to the human race, or to me personally. One more time -- I feel as if I am in conflict with Myself, Humanity, and Divinity -- and it doesn't feel good, believe me. I think this thing is a REALLY big mess. I'm thinking of continuing my little fantasy book project -- but I doubt that it will ever be published. It will probably just be my little secret. So really, at this point, it's probably going to get a helluva lot more interesting! You Spying Dragons should cover your eyes! I've heard about you -- and I'm sorry if any of you were harmed. You know what I'm talking about. I will continue to defend Male and Female Human Physicality combined with Responsible Freedom -- unless I am presented with overwhelming evidence and logic regarding why this should NOT be pursued any further. I'm usually a reasonable man -- at least in this incarnation. I continue to be VERY worried about previous incarnations -- especially if there is no Galactic Statute of Limitations. For all I know, I could've been Adolph Hitler -- or at least someone closely involved with this notorious historical figure. On the other hand, what if there is an idealistic aspect of Germany in the 1930's which is not presented to the general public? I continue to be puzzled by the contrast of the 30's with the 40's. I can sort of see the point of the 30's -- but the 40's are completely sinister, dark, and insane. Also, the Post WWII Underground Nazi Phenomenon seems to be very sinister, dark, and insane.

    My point is, I don't think we know the whole story at all -- and if we did know it -- all hell would probably break loose throughout the world. Just a guess. Once again, I'm thinking that the Truth, the Whole Truth, and Nothing But the Truth -- About Life, the Universe, and Everything -- Is Very Sinister, Dark, and Insane. It's probably more than anyone can handle. Probably everyone would go completely insane if they learned the truth all at once -- and I wish I were kidding. A controlled-release of esoteric information is probably a good thing. I simply wish for things to be better -- and I am responsibly open-minded regarding how this might be facilitated. But really, someone needs to start talking to me. In the meantime, perhaps I should continue reading 'The Holy Tablets'. I had to stop a while back. It was too disorienting for me. Plus, I had no idea whether any of it was true or not. I presently consider it to be one more Clue-Collection -- and nothing more. But who knows? The Shadow Knows! The Shadow Government Knows! Unfortunately, they never invite me to their secret meetings. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iui88t-Cy6E&feature=related Just to be clear, a lot of the secret stuff seems really cool -- yet I keep sensing and seeing evil lurking in the shadows. A thousand really, really bright and ethical people -- meeting openly, yet secretly -- regarding solar system governance -- might be ideal. The 10,000 representative United States of the Solar System might be ideal. A combination of the two might be ideal. How would one properly guide and referee such an experiment? Things could get out of control -- very, very quickly -- with devastating consequences. I remain conflicted regarding the proper roles of openness and secrecy. Both can be beneficial -- and both can be problematic. It sort of depends on who is running the show -- and who they have working with them. I wonder what Vladamir Putin would be like to work with? He seems really tough, smart, and straightforward. He seems to be intolerant of stupidity -- which is probably a good thing. His KGB background is probably a mixed-bag -- if you know what I mean...

    I think there are good and bad people in all factions and in all locations. I have many fond memories of walking throughout a particular CBS location, meeting very 'cool' people, and even swimming in a celebrity swimming-pool at their mansion. I thought nothing of it at the time. That was a long time ago. It almost seems like another life. Perhaps I've already been soul-scalped -- or some damn thing. Anyway, I would be very wary of 'progress' and 'breakthroughs'. There are always groups behind the groups. I got that one from 'Nikita'. Factions have Factions. Ashes to Ashes. Dust to Dust. I really am cracking up. Things are so bad that I'm on the verge of cracking-down. It's going to take a helluva lot to convince me that 'the major problems have been solved ' and that 'everything will be fine'. I think I'll be sweating and shaking in front of a computer-monitor for the rest of my lives -- and I wish I were kidding. Some of the pictures (near the bottom of this post) reminded me of when I toured a North American Rockwell facility -- and went aboard a mockup of the Space Shuttle. That was cool! Sometimes I just want to forget the crazy internet stuff -- and just read the 'Federalist Papers', 'The Desire of Ages' (but no other E.G.W. books -- and not attend the S.D.A. church), the 1928 'Book of Common Prayer' (but not attend Episcopal or Anglican services) -- while listening to the Complete Works of J.S. Bach -- imagining a United States of the Solar System based in England -- with only the best aspects of the Monarchy, the Papacy, the United States, and the Orion-Sirius-Egyptian-Roman Empire Backed Reincarnating Osiris-Isis-Horus-Set Royal Family. That would be quite enough to keep me busy -- wouldn't you say??? Care to join me??? I didn't think so. BTW -- I keep thinking about 'The Changeling' in connection with all of this. Might this be related to 'Rule by Secrecy' and 'The Biggest Secret'? OK guys. I get the point. You saw what I typed. Pass it on to the appropriate people (and other than people). Then perhaps 'my people' can meet with your 'other than people' -- and we can cut a deal. Now I'm going for a walk.

    Here is another TREEE video. I think I might've met TREEE -- but not in this form. I know -- I'm crazy. Notice 'helenwhite666'. For a 'meth-head' TREEE knows a helluva lot. Does anyone know what 'TREEE' is presently doing? I'm afraid. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UOVin9pz3Q8&feature=related Here's TREEE in a slightly different form. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3PUPD0yE_YE&feature=related I think I might've seen TREEE in both male and female 'Dogma' forms. The shapeshifting and/or soul-transference was sort of cool -- as was some telekinesis -- but I don't do supernatural magic tricks. I'm not that kind of guy. Here's another video. http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=endscreen&NR=1&v=LCmQBA6bzdk One TREEE -- Many Branches? Damned if I know -- but appearances can be deceptive. I don't want things to be creepy. Why do things have to be creepy? I simply desire a Perfected Humanity -- Living in a Perfected Solar System. I don't wish to be isolationist, in relation to the rest of the universe -- but first we need to take care of business in this solar system -- and then deal fairly and rationally with all beings, races, and civilizations -- throughout the universe. I'd really prefer that all of this be as boring and uneventful as possible. "Save the Drama for Your Mamma".

    Cleaning this world up might be a lot like playing Whack-a-Mole. You whack one problem -- and another one pops up. I sometimes wonder if this Experiment in Male and Female Human Physicality Combined with Responsible Freedom -- will be allowed to continue with only the Most Responsible Souls. Perhaps most souls will end-up back as Hermaphrodite Reptilians in Absolute Obedience to a Reptilian Queen. Just speculation -- and mind you -- I don't think such a physical and political system is necessarily wrong in all cases. Perhaps that's what works best for most souls throughout the universe. I don't know. Perhaps only a few souls are responsibly ready for the stress and strain of life as we know it, here on this Purgatory Planet called "Earth". Perhaps this experiment is about to enter upon a Legitimate and Authorized "Phase II". I keep feeling as though "Phase I" has been somewhat renegade and contentious. More speculation. In any case, I don't think we're going to have to wait long to find out. I'm afraid. I really am. I'm just speculating about a lot of things -- including the alleged 'Reptilian and Grey' phenomenon. I remain 'open' to everyone and everything -- but I Trust No One -- not even God. My current theory is that most or all humanoid beings possess the same kind of soul. I am uncertain regarding the nature of said soul -- but I'm leaning toward the theory that all humanoid souls are some sort of reptilian soul. I have no idea if this is really the case -- but I am attempting to think way outside of the box -- in an attempt to consider ALL possibilities regarding the most important subjects imaginable. Unfortunately, you don't make many friends doing things this way. I continue to hear horror stories concerning humans, reptilians, and greys. I think this universe might be quite the nasty place. I once read a book titled 'The Friendly Stars'. The stars might be friendly, but the beings who live on the planets which orbit these friendly stars might be just the opposite of friendly (especially toward human beings). If human beings are a Recent Subset of an Ancient Reptilian Race -- the hostility might be understandable and even expected. Perhaps a Peaceful Segregation is the best that can be expected for the next few million years. Universe Administration might have Everything to do with Solar System Administration. My proposed United States of the Solar System might be anathema and damnable heresy of a most pestilential nature -- to a Universal Theocratic Church -- which might be Predominantly Reptilian in nature. Just more speculation, mind you. This thread contains a very high level of speculation and science-fiction -- so don't take it too seriously. On the other hand -- I really am afraid -- and perhaps for good reason -- or should I say 'for bad reason'.

    I might be more sinful and irresponsible than I think. Mea Culpa. Kyrie Eleison. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FD614SYKAgQ&feature=related What if the 'Standard Mass' were the 'Bach B-Minor Mass'? The combination of the Mass (especially if it is interpreted as a remembrance, rather than an ongoing unbloody human sacrifice), J.S. Bach, and Notre Dame de Paris -- complete with orchestra and choir -- is really cool. Perhaps the clergy and congregation might all be part of the choir -- with the clergy serving as the soloists! That would get most of the present clergy fired -- wouldn't you say??!! Might this constitute the 'Modified Latin Mass' I referred to early on in my '9.5 Theses'? What would the Vatican, Anglicans, Episcopalians, Lutherans, Presbyterians, Adventists, Orthodox, and Rabbis say? How might this fly in Russia, China, and India? I love cathedrals -- but I keep hearing horror stories about human sacrifices occurring behind locked cathedral doors, and in cathedral basements. We Need to Get to the Bottom and Top of What the Hell is Going On Regarding HUMAN SACRIFICE!!! I Want All Human Sacrifices to Cease Immediately and Permanently!!! And that includes Bohemian Grove. Understood???

    Why don't we have a Visible God with a Simple and Straightforward Bible -- containing absolutely no BS or contradictions? Why are we seemingly ruled by secrecy? Has anyone read 'The Gods of Eden' by William Bramley, 'Rule by Secrecy' by Jim Marrs, and 'The Great Controversy' by Ellen White? Dealing with theology in a deep and penetrating manner is like walking through quicksand, swimming with Piranha, playing with burning magnesium, etc, etc, etc. Sure, the preachers lie to their congregations -- but what the hell are they supposed to do? If they tell the truth -- all hell breaks loose -- and they end up with a split church and no job. That's fine if you don't mind scrubbing toilets -- and I'm not joking. You see what I've been reduced to within this website. I really just have to talk to myself in fantasyland -- except that what I'm dealing with is Deadly Serious -- yet very, very few wish to talk to me. I've gotten a significant amount of hostility and condescension during my internet adventures. I no longer post on YouTube. I just post here in the Mists -- and I've promised 'No Surprises'. I've been speculating about a hypothetical Earth-Human Island in a Universal Reptilian Theocracy -- wherein Male and Female Human Physicality and Responsible Freedom are considered to be heresy. Are the Ten Commandments the Law of God in a Universal Reptilian Theocracy? If so, is it easier for Reptilians to obey the Law of God, than it is for Earth Human Beings? I keep sensing a God the Father v God the Son -- Reptilian v Human Galactic Jihad -- with the Queen of Heaven and the God of This World taking advantage of the situation. I am VERY, VERY sorry if I have this wrong. Remember, my tripe is mostly speculative science fiction -- which I only post on this little forum, where I am mostly ignored. I have done some role-playing regarding major and minor deities -- and it has scared the hell out of me. I'm not crazy -- but it's probably a miracle that I'm not in a mental institution by now. I'm half-joking and half-serious when I speak of the insanity thing. I think the true theological realities are rather deep, disorienting, and upsetting. I think this is why a lot of people become atheists. They simply do not, or cannot, deal with the madness. It's easier to live in denial. That's why Egyptians are so happy -- because they Live in de Nile.

    I don't wish to hate anyone or any race -- ever. However, I'm presently upset with just about everything and everyone -- including myself. I wonder if 'God' (One who bodily appears to everyone) would have to change bodies when entering and leaving this solar system -- and completely change their approach, demeanor, and attitude when arriving and departing 'our' solar system? Once again, should this solar system be completely human -- at least regarding 'permanent residents'? Might there be some sort of a 'student exchange program' between this solar system and other solar systems? What about a 'galactic work-study program'? One more thing. What if there were a simple 5% Solar System Consumption Tax to support the United States of the Solar System? What if there were a 50% income tax for annual incomes exceeding One Million U.S. Dollars -- which would go directly to randomly selected worthy charities? Perhaps this is going too far. I don't know. I simply wish to eliminate destitute-poverty and the non-compassionate use of accumulated wealth. Is this unreasonable and irresponsible? I'm sensing that just about everyone has written me off, shut me out, and given me the kiss of death. I'm sensing absolutely no support whatsoever. This venture is not going well at all. What the hell do you want from me? People I see every day, seem to be very happy without considering any of this save the world stuff. They're laughing and screwing each other like rabbits -- while I grapple with some very dark subjects -- and sleep by myself. I'm getting really sick and tired of this. There is absolutely no reward for doing any of this. Just the opposite. The more I post -- the more I feel the universe despising me and wishing I were eternally dead. Perhaps all of you won't be disappointed. Unfortunately, I don't expect death to be a sweet release. Just the opposite.

    Here is a refinement of something I previously posted. Consider reading 'The Federalist Papers', the 1928 'Book of Common Prayer', and 'The Desire of Ages' over and over and over again -- while listening to the Bach 'B-Minor Mass'. That's what I intend to do. I'm pretty much through trying to problem solve -- with no response or conversation. Do you really want war? I bring peace, rather than a sword -- but I have a feeling, that on a reincarnational basis -- I am one mean sonofabitch who you do NOT want to mess with. Perhaps I should start studying international banking, weapons systems, the art of kicking
    @$$, etc, etc, etc. Is THAT what you want? If it is, I suspect that I can serve it to you in heaping portions. Do you feel lucky? Go ahead -- make my day. Perhaps everyone has had their chance -- and it's time to wrap things up. How many lifetimes do we need to get it right? Would we get it right with an infinite number of lifetimes? Would we ever learn? Most of us behave as if we haven't learned a fracking thing. Unfortunately, the Fracking Dracs don't seem to be helping matters much. Frankly, the whole fracking universe seems to be a fracking mess. I wish I could set everything straight -- but I seem to lack even the most simple self-governance skills. We are so screwed. But please -- show me my errors within this thread -- so I can correct them. Am I vibrating too slowly? Do you want some sugary Pleiadian talk, or positive affirmations? Do you desire a higher-critical theological discourse? The latest scandal? The latest doom and gloom? Porn? What the hell do you really want? Tell me what you want -- what you really, really want! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JoaiWe-SNsM I made a completely ignorant fool out of myself at a 'Spice Girls' concert. It's all their fault. Blame them -- especially 'Space-Spice'.

    Carol wrote:It is my opinion that anyone who participates in satanic rituals, the sexual abuse of children and human sacrifice is evil. I may be missing a few atrocities but these are the highlights.
    It's the creepy and violent aspects of the PTB which especially trouble me -- but I don't object to having wise and powerful 'advisors' lurking in the shadows -- and speaking when spoken to. The seemingly 'Infant' Human Race seems to be on some sort of a 'Galactic Hit-List' -- and the Illuminati and Other Elites seem to be assisting the Galactic PTB in carrying out the 'Hit'. I so hope that I'm wrong. I so want everything to be loving and happy -- but I'm not holding my breath -- waiting for Hell to freeze over. I don't recommend the mental-modeling I engage in. I don't proselytize. I don't even try to make a fast buck (although I probably should). This is just more Political and Theological Science-Fiction -- which I try to make as reality-based as possible -- yet I offer abundant disclaimers and no guarantees. But really, contemplate the possibility of an Ancient Universe with an Ancient Race of Non-Human Beings -- with Ancient Traditions. Then, imagine a smart and ambitious Reptilian Queen who tries to 'improve' things -- Genetically and Governmentally -- and starts a Huge Galactic Holy War. Is this any more farfetched than most of the theories and theologies? Believe it or not, I am attempting to make Christianity work. I am attempting to defend Christianity in a VERY unorthodox manner. I couldn't do this sort of thing as a clergyperson or professor of theology. At one point, I thought I wanted to be a televangelist -- but I'm glad I didn't go down that road -- although I think it would've been a blast.

    I'm increasingly thinking of the 'Illuminati and Other Elites' as being 'Corrupted Errand Boys and Girls in the Middle of a Nasty Galactic Civil War'. They might ultimately answer to one or more very powerful Reptilian Queen(s). I have no idea what the real deal is regarding Solar System Governance, but I've been poking and prodding for at least a couple of years now -- with very mixed results. I'm in a rut right now, and I'm trying to move in a completely different direction -- so this post might be my last for a while. I've said that dozens of times. But I'm going to try harder than ever to stop. Will this be good or bad for the Illuminati? Perhaps they are breathing a collective sigh of relief!! As I try once more to say goodbye (at least for a while) -- I wish to restate my desire to achieve peaceful and ethical results. Regardless of the nature of our predicament -- I do NOT desire torture and extermination of any sort, and I especially do NOT desire the torture and extermination of the soul -- regardless of the realities of soul and physicality. I desire a peaceful and ethical world, solar system, galaxy, and universe -- but I am NOT a peace at any price type of person. I keep sensing an Impending Final Solution (complete with enslavement, torture, and extermination). I obviously think the world is in an abominable state. Things have seemingly been in a reprehensible condition for aeons. I continue to be a combination of Incurable Optimism and Unyielding Despair. My plans for the coming months are to simply research, write, and practice what I've been preaching. Once again, a lot of you know where I live and work. Some of you even know my phone-number. I'd be happy to talk -- anytime and anywhere -- 24/7 -- but I'm going to try to give it a rest within the 'Mists of Avalon'.

    What if Lilith was a Reptilian Queen aka Archangel (Michael?) who was responsible for the 'creation' or 'genetic-engineering' of Male and Female Human Beings (with Interdimensional Reptilian Souls) aka 'Adam and Eve' -- and offered them Responsible Freedom rather than Absolute Obedience? What if 33.33% of the Interdimensional Reptilians aka Angels chose to leave their Hermaphrodite Reptilian Physicality and enter Male and Female Human Physicality? What if this was the 'Fall', the 'Original and Unpardonable Sin' -- and the cause of the 'War in Heaven'? What if the soul of Lilith later reincarnated as various key historical figures -- both male and female? What if two rival Archangels remained in Hermaphrodite Reptilian physicality -- and have been fighting against Humanity for a very long time? What if the Quest of the Historical Jesus leads all the way back to Lilith? What if Michael = Second in Command = Lilith = Enki = Lucifer = Hathor = Isis = Queen of Heaven = King David = Various Pharaohs = Jesus = Michelangelo = ???? (among others)? Don't crucify me for suggesting this. As you know, I am freely sharing my speculations with anyone who might be interested. I don't spread this sort of thing anywhere beyond this website. I'm toying with the concept of Three Key Reptilian Queens from Orion and/or Sirius -- fighting for power in this solar system -- and possibly beyond. I have absolutely no idea if this is true -- and I mean absolutely no disrespect to anyone or any belief system. I'm more conservative and more liberal than you can imagine. I haven't been in a mad rush to discover the truth. I could go about this quest in a much more efficient manner. I have chosen to go slow and informal -- for who knows what reasons. I know not what I do.

    I have not, and will not, reject God -- but I will continue to ask hard questions. To not do so would be highly irresponsible in my view. Once again, I am NOT shaking my fist at God -- but I am shaking. What if we are really dealing with a monumental galactic power-struggle to control the Universal Church Theocracy? What if the Roman Catholic Church is the Local Branch of this hypothetical Universal Church Theocracy? What if the RCC is a punishing and controlling version of a very positive church-state model? We need to be VERY careful to NOT throw out the baby with the bathwater. As I poke and prod -- I continue to contemplate working with Idealized and Reformed versions of the Monarchy, Papacy, Illuminati, Nazis, Masons, Jesuits, et al. That might not be PC, but I don't really care. I'm trying to inch my way back to the 'safety' of the tree-trunk after being out on a very high and very thin limb for way too long. Some of my trials and tribulations have undoubtedly been self-generated tempests in teapots -- yet there seems to have been a very real and very frightening component to my struggle -- and this crisis (real or imagined) is ongoing. I think I'm going to watch a lot of BBC news -- just to attempt to reenter the 'real-world' -- instead of imagining that I'm in the middle of some sort of Galactic Final Jihad. I'm sorry for causing anyone any difficulties with my research and reasoning (or lack thereof). The problems I have encountered relative to how things really work in this neck of the woods have been truly disorienting, disillusioning, traumatizing, and humbling. I better understand how little I really understand. Thank-you for your patience with me as I neurotically pursued my solar system crusade to save us all from the infidels.

    I knew someone who worked for one of the networks (but I won't say which one), and they sometimes jokingly referred to the particular location they worked in as 'The Snake-Pit'. And mind you, this was long before Alex Collier, David Icke, et al. I wonder if this were simply a figure of speech, or whether they knew decades ago what some of us seem to be discovering presently? As you know, my latest theory is that humanity is a recent (and possibly illegal) subset of an ancient reptilian race -- living on a Prison Planet in Rebellion. I have further speculated that humanity is animated by the same type of soul as are the hypothetical reptilian humanoid beings. In a sense, I'm OK dealing with other lifeforms throughout the universe -- but in another sense, I strongly object to what seems to be human-abuse within this particular solar system. It often seems as if we are being punished, taxed, and controlled by an other than human (and not of this world) civilization -- which seems to not like us one little bit. I'm hoping for an improved state of affairs in the near future. My self-important 'United States of the Solar System' thread has been my feeble attempt to achieve better results for all concerned. Unfortunately, without being on the inside, it's impossible for me to know what's really going on -- so I have decided to back-off, and mostly just watch the world through the eyes of those in countries outside of the United States, most notably England -- as I attempt to regain my sanity. I'm frankly intending to spend a lot of time watching the BBC News -- even though I live in the United States. All Roads Lead to Rome -- but Critical Nerve Center(s) might very well reside somewhere within England, the Moon, Sirius, and Orion. I need to stop. I'm trying to put the brakes on my speculation and posting. I've said way too much already. Namaste and Godspeed.

    Freedom is the Fruit of Responsibility -- But It Must Never Be the Root. -- orthodoxymoron

    Beware of the Medical-Space-Military Technocratic-Corporate-Theocracy. -- orthodoxymoron

    Perhaps the Top One-Percent Should Reincarnate as the Bottom One-Percent. -- orthodoxymoron

    Freedom as the Absolute Standard is a Mistake. Responsibility as the Absolute Standard is the Truth That Sets Us Free. -- orthodoxymoron




    Orthodoxymoron Reflects Upon Life, the Universe, and Everything. "Where Are All the Stars?"

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=92D15qtI_Gk
    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w_LOOKssMpA

    Yesterday I died; tomorrow's bleeding
    Fall into your sunlight
    The future's open wide beyond believing
    To know why hope dies
    And losing what was found, a world so hollow
    Suspended in a compromise
    But the silence of this sound is soon to follow
    Somehow sundown
    And finding answers
    Is forgetting all of the questions we call home
    Passing the graves of the unknown

    As reason clouds my eyes with splendor fading
    Illusions of the sunlight
    A reflection of a lie will keep me waiting
    With love gone for so long
    And this day's ending
    Is the proof of time killing all the faith I know
    Knowing that faith is all I hold

    And I've lost who I am, (i'm waiting)
    and I can't understand (and fading)
    Why my heart is so broken, (and holding)
    rejecting your love, (love) without, (onto these tears)
    love gone wrong; lifeless words carry on (i am crying)
    But I know, all I know's that the end's beginning (i'm dying tonight)
    who I am from the start, (i'm waiting)
    take me home to my heart (and fading)
    Let me go and I will run, (and holding)
    I will not be silent, (silent) all this time (onto these tears)
    spent in vain; wasted years wasted gain (i am crying)
    All is lost but hope remains and this war's not over (i'm dying tonight)
    There's a light, there's a sun (i'm waiting...)
    taking all these shattered ones
    To the place we belong (i am waiting...)
    and his love will conquer all

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8yMEjLJ4akw&feature=related

    I've got to walk away while there's still hope
    Learn to erase the love I know
    And let you go
    'Cause what I thought was love was only lies
    Taking what you want, left me behind
    As my heart dies

    So here we are again
    Knowing this will never end
    So I must let go

    This is my last goodbye
    Leaving all the memories of you behind
    I will not wait here
    And waste my whole life
    Waste my whole life

    I can see you now with opened eyes
    When you come around I realize
    That I don't need you to survive

    I will not begin
    The fight that we could never end
    So I am letting go

    This is my last goodbye
    Leaving all the memories of you behind
    I will not wait here
    And waste my whole life
    Waste my whole life...

    My passion, my poison
    The life and death of me
    I can't take you taking everything
    From a love never meant to be

    This is my last goodbye
    Leaving all the memories of you behind
    I will not wait here
    And waste my whole life

    This is my last goodbye
    This will be my final tear for love to die
    I will not wait here
    And waste my whole life
    With my last goodbye

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6-i1ESIRKdA



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    Post  orthodoxymoron on Thu Mar 08, 2012 2:39 pm

    I have come to the conclusion that I am finished -- and that I will be very harshly punished for attempting to make things better for everyone -- everywhere. The creation of Male and Female Human Physicality was probably heresy and rebellion in this universe. Freedom (even Responsible Freedom) is probably heresy and rebellion in this universe. I have never felt more helpless and desperate than I feel presently. Ethics seem to be of no consequence in this universe. Absolute Obedience seems to be EVERYTHING in this universe. I hope everyone is happy with what's coming -- and I hope someone remembers me -- because I don't think I'll be part of what's coming -- whether I wish to be, or not. I think my fate is sealed -- and that it's not a good one. But none of you seem to give a damn about any of this.

    I have observed (even in myself) that the Creation v Evolution debate is often Closed-Minded Pseudo-Intellectual Trench-Warfare -- rather than being Eclectic, Open-Minded, and Multi-Disciplinary. What if Darwin's Theory mostly applies to that which preceded the Human Being? What if most everything evolved over billions of years -- and that a product of this ancient evolutionary process (some form of humanoid) created the Human Being -- and that this creation (or genetic engineering) might've been an Illegal Innovation? Think about it.

    Imagine a Pre-Human Reptilian-Theocracy led by a Reptilian-Queen who expected Absolute-Obedience. This Hypothetical-Queen might've been the Benchmark of Everything. The 'Law of God' might've been every word that proceedeth out of the 'Mouth of God'. There might've been no Written 'Word of God'. There might've been no Constitution and Bill of Rights. There might've been no Governmental Body of any sort. Everything might've revolved around this Hypothetical Reptilian-Queen. Perhaps this state of affairs existed for millions, or even billions, of years. But what if an ambitious and clever underling decided to create the Human-Race and Responsible-Freedom -- clearly in defiance of the Reigning Queen? That would mean war, wouldn't it? War in Heaven, perhaps? What if the Humans eventually lost the war? What if the Humans have been punished, tortured, enslaved, taxed, lied-to, etc, etc, etc -- for tens of thousands of years -- by the Hypothetical Reptilian Empire -- to send a clear message to the entire universe -- to never, ever attempt anything similar to the Human-Rebellion? Is Humanity on the Verge of Extermination? Will Humanity revert to a Reptilian Theocracy? Status Quo Ante Bellum? Think about it.

    Some of you need to think very, very deeply about an Ancient One-Race, One-Religion, One-Government, One-God Theocratic Universe -- AND the Advent of Someone With a Better Idea -- who Created a New-Race, New-Religion, New-Governmnet, Poly-Theistic Solar System -- and the Reaction of the Galactic Powers That Be. I'm very, very, very , very serious about this. The problems connected with all of this are UNIMAGINABLE -- from the Innovation and the Status-Quo points of view. I will elaborate later -- but I am so upset, I can hardly type. Once again, are we about to experience 'Status Quo Ante Bellum'? Think about it.

    The following is highly speculative, and mostly off the top of my head (or something like that):

    IHS = Isis, Horus, Set?
    Isis = Lilith = Michael = Lucifer = Enki = Original 'Queen of Heaven'?
    Osiris = Horus = Adam = Enlil = God the Father = God of This World?
    Set = Eve = Gabriel = Marduk = Ra = Replacement 'Queen of Heaven'?
    We Three Reptilian Queens from Orion Are?
    Damned If I Know. Damned If I Don't Know. Damned If I Do. Damned If I Don't. Damn.

    You just keep ignoring me, and writing me off -- AT YOUR OWN PERIL. Some of you are guilty of GROSS NEGLIGENCE. YOU KNOW BETTER -- YET YOU DO NOTHING AND SAY NOTHING.


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    in a Tibetan Underground Base with Her New Creation.
    Just Wait Until Enlil Finds Out About This!!!
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    Re: Sovereignty of God -- Absolute Obedience -- Human Sovereignty -- Responsible Freedom

    Post  Mercuriel on Sat Mar 10, 2012 4:59 am

    Lets go even further...

    INRI = Inanna - Nimrod - Marduk Ra or just Ra at that time - And Isis...

    Moses with Horns

    > Horns signifying both Genetic Lineage to the Anuks and "Right to Rule" as the gODS had 'em in abundance due to Them being Master Geneticists...

    For instance - Enlil was known as the Bull and Marduk was known as the Ram...

    Da Vinci was trying to tell Us something here and most have missed It.





    Interesting eh ?

    And nope - You're not finished just yet anyways. Almost - But not yet...


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    Post  orthodoxymoron on Sat Mar 10, 2012 9:44 am

    Thank-you Mercuriel. I can't begin to tell you how much it hurts to try to deal with all of this. I come from a conservative Christian background -- and I am trying to stay as close to the original path as possible -- but every post of mine is full of heresy and even blasphemy -- but I really have absolutely no hatred or feelings of ill-will toward anyone. I'm simply trying to consider possibilities which are not widely considered. I think DiVinci and Michelangelo are extremely interesting. I think they both knew a helluva lot -- but that they had to be very careful -- because of potentially nasty Powers That Be -- human and otherwise. Same goes for the Bible. I'll be VERY interested to see where the Quest of the Historical Jesus ultimately leads. I continue to like the Teachings Attributed to Jesus -- but the REAL story concerning Jesus might be more disorienting and upsetting than most of us can imagine. My inner thoughts are MOST upsetting. I think the religious world (all religions) are going to go NUTS as the REAL TRUTH emerges. I'm trying to be as traditional and respectful as possible -- but I see nothing but trouble for the next few decades -- and possibly for the rest of the 21st century. The chickens, greys, reptilians, and who-knows-what, are coming home to roost, and probably to do some heavy-duty @$$-kicking. Go easy on me guys. I'm quite sensitive -- and I can't stand the sight of blood. I've been recently joking about living in an old decommissioned missile-silo! Unfortunately, if the excrement really contacts the refrigeration-system, I doubt that there is any place to hide, anywhere in the solar system. Anyway, I presently feel as if I have very little to lose, so here goes another speculative what-if episode.

    What if the Roman Catholic Church joined the Anglican Communion? What if the new Anglo-Catholic Church were headquartered in Vatican City? What if the United States of the Solar System were headquartered in Vatican City? What if the Monarchy and the Papacy united to become the King and Queen of the United States of the Solar System -- doing double duty as the King and Queen of the Anglo-Catholic Church? What if the King and Queen both had PhD's in Solar System Studies and Governance? What if they were non-bloodline positions -- with 10 year terms? What if they were elected by the 10,000 Representatives? What if the sacred and secular governance aspects were handled by the United States of the Solar System? What if the sacred and secular ceremonial aspects were distinctly Anglican? What if theological issues were debated and decided by the United States of the Solar System? What if the 10,000 Representatives of the United States of the Solar System all had PhD's in Solar System Studies and Governance? What if the hypothetical and hidden Queen of Heaven and God of This World were replaced by a visible, but largely observational, ceremonial, and ambassadorial Solar System Administrator(s) -- who might be an Authority of Last Resort? What if most sessions occurred within the relatively new and large building next to St. Peter's? What if special sessions and ceremonies occurred within St. Peter's? What if the Secret Government and the United Nations were effectively replaced by the United States of the Solar System? What if that 1875 Cavaille-Coll Pipe-Organ (by Fisk or Reiger perhaps) were installed as originally designed and intended in St. Peter's? Have I caused enough trouble for one post already??? You City-State and Moon People (and Other Than People) must just LOVE me!!! I hear that the Jesuits hate me!!! But guys -- instead of the poison-cup -- could you just buy me a Ducati 1098R -- and give me a couple of weeks -- if you know what I mean??? Mind you, I just keep forcing this sort of thing into cyberspace to make all of us think. I'm not saying that this is the way things should be. I'm not saying 'my way, or the highway'. Can you imagine the anger, confusion, and running in the streets if my ideas were implemented? But really, I tend to think that we're somewhat screwed no matter what we do. The problems which confront us are that bad. The Horror. Enough for Now. More Later.

    Do we need some sort of a "God" to keep us from enslaving and exterminating each other -- or would some sort of a "God" save us the trouble by enslaving and exterminating us without human intervention? Should a "Solar System God" be separate and distinct from the "Really Big and Powerful God"? Is "God" a "Committee"? If not, should "God" be a "Committee"? Do we need checks and balances? Does "God" need checks and balances? Is international, interplanetary, and intergalactic warfare inevitable? As I continue to contemplate Solar System Governance -- I'm seeing nothing but problems regarding all of the above. Why are "Technology and Money" often reverenced like some sort of a "New Age God"? What if we all lived in a Peaceful and Happy Low-Tech Solar System? Do we really need all of the fancy technology and weaponry? Do we really need to be capable of exterminating ourselves by the click of a mouse? When is enough really enough regarding technology? When will we have enough weapons of mass destruction? Should all states and countries have nuclear weapons? Should we weaponize space? Have we already weaponized space? Do we need to defend ourselves against ET -- or do we simply have to defend ourselves from each other? We seem to be very skilled at allowing things to spiral out of control. I've been somewhat critical of a hypothetical "Queen of Heaven" and "God of This World" -- but do we really need some sort of "Queen of Heaven" and "God of This World"? How and When Will We Achieve a Proper Balance of Power in This Solar System? My life is quite miserable -- mostly because I keep thinking about all of the above. I do most of this to myself -- yet I think unseen entities 'assist' me as I descend into madness.
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    Post  orthodoxymoron on Mon Mar 26, 2012 9:05 am

    Mercuriel wrote:
    Lets go even further...

    INRI = Inanna - Nimrod - Marduk Ra or just Ra at that time - And Isis...

    Moses with Horns

    > Horns signifying both Genetic Lineage to the Anuks and "Right to Rule" as the gODS had 'em in abundance due to Them being Master Geneticists...

    For instance - Enlil was known as the Bull and Marduk was known as the Ram...

    Da Vinci was trying to tell Us something here and most have missed It.





    Interesting eh ?

    And nope - You're not finished just yet anyways. Almost - But not yet...
    When I spoke of 'finished' -- I meant that in terms of a 'final judgment'. In what sense did you mean 'finished'? What if most of the Ancient Egyptian Deities and Pharaohs were Annunaki? What if most of the Old Testament Leaders were Annunaki? What if most of the Old Testament Leaders were Ancient Egyptian Deities and Pharaohs? I continue to think that we 'see through a glass darkly' regarding most of our history -- recent and ancient. The nastiness and deception seems to be endless. I'm generally pretty understanding regarding circumstances -- and I truly do not wish to be judgmental -- but I really would like to know the ACCURATE and COMPLETE history of at least this solar system -- going back at least a billion years. Seriously.

    Even though I have touched upon this previously, what if Washington D.C. were superimposed upon Vatican City -- or at least the City of London? You know -- the American System -- but with a helluva lot more pomp and circumstance. Could there be such a thing as a Theocratic Representative Republic -- wherein the prime theocratic function would be to properly maintain a proper Representative Republic? Does anyone understand what I'm hinting at?

    One more time -- what if the Roman Catholic Church became part of the Anglican Communion -- or at least became virtually identical to the Anglican Communion? I'm not saying this is the way things should be -- but I think we should continue to consider all of the political and theological possibilities -- in the privacy of a small and obscure website. I continue to not wish to make a big-deal about most of what I post on the internet.
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    Post  Mercuriel on Fri Apr 13, 2012 11:04 pm

    When I said finished or spoke of It what I meant was that You've gone down the Rabbit Hole quite deeply as It regards the Catholic experience.

    What You have found just like the many others is that MUCH of this Religion Business is Inner Doctrine and We - The Peons - Are taught the Outer...

    This means that We have been misled - MANY Times by these Systems and those Who have run Them...

    We must therefore leave behind that which does not Serve Us and move on...

    This is the realization You are coming to. True Sovereignty withIN a Being - Not withOUT - And Minus Systems put in place to guarantee It...

    Beings quarantee something - Not Systems or Objects...

    As far as the Anuks and the Horns - This has been one of My Major points. Thats the Bloodline's Origins that many of Us talk about - Those Origins being from the Anuks and Their previous and continued interaction with Us even to this day.

    Now to say that anything should be imposed on another including a System might be taking Us off base once again. What We need to do is take the Best of what We've seen or experienced of ALL the Systems of Rule - Find those which Honor and Serve Man as well as Nature - And then We are on the right Path...

    What We've done up to this point however has not Served Us nor Nature at all and so alas - We must do It anew - Agreement after Agreement - One by One - All the Way down the Line once again in creating a New Experience from the Old - Leaving behind that which did not Serve Us...

    cheers

    Now will this be done ? That truly is the question. Is Man able to drop It's trappings and finally Be just - Man ?

    We shall see and see soon...

    We all want the Cliff Notes about how Its gone here over the past few Million Years Oxy. The only problem with that is the "Knowing" has been scattered to the four Corners so that only "the Walker" is able to find 'em now...

    So Truly - All I've left to say for all of Us in this regard is - Keep on Walkin'...

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    Post  orthodoxymoron on Sat Apr 14, 2012 4:11 pm

    Thank-you Mercuriel. History is a Very Interesting Mess. I continue to like the idea of Political and Theological Science Fiction -- Past, Present, and Future. However, my computers are dead, and I am close to brain-dead, so my options are somewhat limited at the moment. I wish to make it clear that I don't hate Roman Catholics. I just think that studying the Roman Catholic Church is an extremely important aspect of any esoteric journey. Unfortunately, there are a lot of skeletons in the confessionals -- and a lot of historical problems are coming to the attention of the general public -- via the internet. I certainly do not envy the priests these days. Priests in the Hands of Angry Parishioners!! What Would Monsiegnoir Bowe Say?

    Anyway, I am learning a lot by rereading 'The Gods of Eden' by William Bramley -- 'Rule by Secrecy' by Jim Marrs -- 'The Keys of This Blood' by Malachi Martin -- 'The Great Controversy' by Ellen White -- 'Behold a Pale Horse' by Bill Cooper -- 'The Twelth Planet' by Zechariah Sitchin -- 'SS Brotherhood of the Bell' by Joseph Farrell -- and 'The Holy Bible' in the King James Version. Now I'm going to start going through both 'Red Pill' threads by Brooke. This stuff all fits together -- but the BIG PICTURE is most upsetting and disorienting -- to me anyway. I can only imagine how bad the InfoWar is going to get in the coming years. I'm having to back off of a lot of this madness -- so that I am able to have half a chance of responding responsibly -- in my own time and way. Namaste.

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